Julie Ann Berry

1974 - 2008
LocationHull
Age33 years
Cause of DeathSuicide
Date of Birth27/12/1974
Date of Death06/03/2008
Visitors4,785 since 06/03/2008
Creator

**In memory of my sister Julie Ann Berry,
she was our red haired angel **

....She left us on the 06/03/2008,aged 33 years old,
by taking her own life,she had suffered with Manic Depression and Bi-Polar disorder.
We love and miss you so much Julie and truly hope you have now found peace,so sorry you suffered so
much,you were a good person and did not deserve to be in so much pain and mental torture.
Loved and missed always,til we meet again RIP in heaven,being looked after by the angels
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for julie x

this awful pain..........


This awful pain i feel inside,it cuts through very deep,
It makes me feel so breathless,so numb,and i want to weep,
This awful pain i feel inside,is with me everyday,
Regrets of things i should have done and things i wanted to say,
This awful pain i feel inside,is because you wanted to go,
You'd had enough of this world,as you had suffered so,
This awful pain i feel inside,is hoping you're at peace,
Its wanting to know you're feeling better now and that your minds at ease,
This awful pain i feel inside,is because i miss you Julie,
Since you've gone i feel so empty,but i'll aways love you truly,
This awful pain i feel inside,it can make me want to hide,
This awful pain i feel inside,is my loss through suicide.

love and miss you always julie,love claire x


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I send a dove of love, With a parcel on his wings, Be careful when you open it, Its full of precious
things, Inside are a million kisses, Wrapped in a million hugs We miss you so much Julie, And we
send you all our love You'll be forever in our hearts, Miss and love you always.- Your Sister Claire
xxxx xxxx xxxx xxxx

We love you always Julie......
Mum,Paul,Claire,Baby Adam,Uncle Danny and Nanna xxxxxxx



*~*A LETTER FROM HEAVEN*~*

To my dearest family, some things I'd like to say...
but first of all, to let you know, that I arrived okay.
I'm writing this from heaven. Here I dwell with God above.
Here, there's no more tears of sadness; here is just eternal love.
Please do not be unhappy just because I'm out of sight.
Remember that I'm with you every morning, noon and night.
That day I had to leave you when my life on earth was through,
God picked me up and hugged me and He said, 'I welcome you.'
It's good to have you back again; you were missed while you were gone.
As for your dearest family, they'll be here later on.
I need you here badly; you're part of my plan.
There's so much that we have to do, to help our mortal man.'
God gave me a list of things, that he wished for me to do.
And foremost on the list, was to watch and care for you.
And when you lie in bed at night, the day's chores put to flight.
God and I are closest to you....in the middle of the night.
When you think of my life on earth, and all those loving years
because you are only human, they are bound to bring you tears.
But do not be afraid to cry; it does relieve the pain.
Remember there would be no flowers, unless there was some rain.
I wish that I could tell you all that God has planned.
But if I were to tell you, you wouldn't understand.
But one thing is for certain, though my life on earth is over,
I'm closer to you now, than I ever was before.
There are many rocky roads ahead of you and many hills to climb;
but together we can do it by taking one day at a time.
It was always my philosophy and I'd like it for you too...
that as you give unto the world, the world will give to you.
If you can help somebody who's in sorrow and pain,
then you can say to God at night......'My day was not in vain.'
And now I am contented....that my life has been worthwhile,
knowing as I passed along the way, I made somebody smile.
So if you meet somebody who is sad and feeling low,
just lend a hand to pick him up, as on your way you go.
When you're walking down the street, and you've got me on your mind;
I'm walking in your footsteps only half a step behind.
And when it's time for you to go.... from that body to be free,
remember you're not going.....you're coming here to me.

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I’m sorry I had to leave so soon
I leave you with this thought
I loved you so despite my gloom.
Please forget me not.

I’m sorry I simply lost all hope
My mind was overwrought
I’m sorry I simply could not cope.
Please forget me not.

I would have preferred to stay
But my pain would not stop
I wish there had been another way.
Please forget me not.

I know it’s really hard to understand
The despair that finally brought
Me to end my life by my own hand.
Please forget me not.

I’m so thankful that I had all of you
For the loving ways I was taught
They had nothing to do with my being blue.
Please forget me not.

I lost my ability to change things
And had let myself get caught
By only the negative things life brings.
Please forget me not.

I’m sorry I didn’t stay to grow old
I really tried, I really fought
Hopelessness, pain and despair untold.
Please forget me not.

I went to sleep forever just as you awoke
Inflicting a grim onslaught
Of pain on you, that I cannot revoke.
Please forget me not.

So please hear my heartfelt loving plea
Accept my apology for sorrow fraught
From your disbelief and your missing me.
Please forget me not.

I wish you peace from all your grief
And I know you cry a lot
But I’m now at peace and have relief.
Please forget me not.

I love you so and ask that you forgive
My leaving, and please dread-naught
For your memories of me forever live.
Please forget me not.

Be happy; enjoy your remaining time
Take your sorrow and let it drop
Into the healing places of your mind.
Please forget me not.

REST IN PEACE JULIE X


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♥ Wise Men Say ♥

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Wise men talk of worlds beyond
Worlds beyond our eyes,
A wondrous place of love and peace
To which the spirit flies.
Wise men say we come again
To live another span,
That death is just a stepping stone
A pause within the plan.
Mystics say that many lives
Are needed to ensure,
A perfect understanding
Of God's eternal law.
Wise men say with smiling eyes
Our lives are but a dream,
A brief illusion clothed in flesh
A role within a scheme.
Wise men say that nothing dies
It only changes form,
That life goes on despite the myth
We perish in death's storm.
So when our loved ones pass away
Let hope replace our pain,
Have faith and trust that God ensures
We shall all meet again.

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Mel Xxxxx February 4, 2009

It's been nearly a year now...

Hey Jules

Can't believe we are slowly coming up to a year since you left us! We're all going to go out on the razzle on 6th March to celebrate your life and have a drink for you. Nothing much changes hun, were all still the same. As always we miss you and you're are often in our thoughts... Take care up there mate, keep chattering xx

Louise (Friend) January 22, 2009

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Carol Ledner (GTS Friend) January 18, 2009

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When tomorrow starts without me
And I'm not there to see;
If the sun should rise and find your eyes
All filled with tears for me;


I wish so much you wouldn't cry
The way you did today
While thinking of the many things
We didn't get to say.

I know how much you love me,
As much as I love you.
And each time that you think of me
I know you'll miss me too.

But when tomorrow starts without me
Please try to understand,
That an angel came and called my name
And took me by the hand.

If we could bring you back again,
For one more hour or day,
We’d express all our unspoken love;
We’d have countless things to say.

If we could bring you back again,
We’d say we treasured you,
And that your presence in our lives
Meant more than we ever knew.

If we could bring you back again,
To tell you what we should,
You’d know how much we miss you now,
And if we could, we would.

Our memories build a special bridge
When loved ones have to part.
To help us feel we're with them still
And soothe a grieving heart.

Our memories span the years we shared,
Preserving ties that bind.
They build a special bridge of love
And bring us peace of mind.


As New Year approaches
It seems harder this time of year
We miss you so much more
The only thing that gets us through
Are the memories of before
So here's a card just for you
To show how much we care
I know your waiting with the angels
One day I'll see you there.


Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)Mum

I would like to thank everyone for all the candles, tributes gifts and kind words they have left on Christopher’s website I appreciate every single one.

I would also like to wish you all A Happy New Year & my best wishes for 2009.
Angela X

Friday 2nd January

Marie-Angela Rowe January 2, 2009

Best wishes for 2009 to you and your family and friends Julie.

Soon to be an auntie!! what a lovely thing to start 2009 with.

Love to you especially Claire.

Mary xxxxxxxxxx

Mary Singleton December 31, 2008

Warmth and love this christmas time

My heart and thoughts are with all of Julie's family this christmas and new year, may her soul rest in peace and may her memory be forever in your hearts.

All my love,

Elliott

xx

Elliott Hawkes December 31, 2008

I just wanted to say a big thank you for all your support, candles, tributes and pictures for Richard & myself throughout 2008.
As we come to another year without our angels I would just like to send you, your family and your angel all my love and best wishes
for 2009.

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x x x x x x x x All My Love Cindy x x x x x x x x x


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Cindy Richard Ashbrooks Mum December 31, 2008

saying goodbye............

hi julie,
i cannot believe its the last day of 2008,i'll be glad to see the back of this year in alot of ways as it has not been a good one for the family,losing you,although baby bump is due very soon and has given the family a new happiness to look forward to you are still missed dearly and thought about all the time,i really do hope you have found peace now wherever you are and are able to see how popular you were and how loved you always will be.
rest in peace julie,'til we meet again,lots of love, from claire and baby bump adam x x x x x x

Claire (Sister) December 31, 2008

HAPPY NEW YEAR

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Love Stephanie,Debbie & Jamie.xxx

Stephanie Sister Of Stephen Morrison (Friend) December 30, 2008

Happy birthday Julie X

Happy 34th Birthday Julie,your first up in heaven,
I'm so sorry you are not here to celebrate it.
I hope you are happy and at peace, where you are now and know that your are still cared about and missed,Me, Mum and Paul came to bring you some flowers today,i hope you like them,rest in peace Julie,you are still thought about often,and will neer be forgotten,lots of love always Claire x x x x x x

Claire (Sister) December 27, 2008
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