Julie Ann Berry

**In memory of my sister Julie Ann Berry,
she was our red haired angel **

....She left us on the 06/03/2008,aged 33 years old,
by taking her own life,she had suffered with Manic Depression and Bi-Polar disorder.
We love and miss you so much Julie and truly hope you have now found peace,so sorry you suffered so
much,you were a good person and did not deserve to be in so much pain and mental torture.
Loved and missed always,til we meet again RIP in heaven,being looked after by the angels
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for julie x

this awful pain..........


This awful pain i feel inside,it cuts through very deep,
It makes me feel so breathless,so numb,and i want to weep,
This awful pain i feel inside,is with me everyday,
Regrets of things i should have done and things i wanted to say,
This awful pain i feel inside,is because you wanted to go,
You'd had enough of this world,as you had suffered so,
This awful pain i feel inside,is hoping you're at peace,
Its wanting to know you're feeling better now and that your minds at ease,
This awful pain i feel inside,is because i miss you Julie,
Since you've gone i feel so empty,but i'll aways love you truly,
This awful pain i feel inside,it can make me want to hide,
This awful pain i feel inside,is my loss through suicide.

love and miss you always julie,love claire x


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I send a dove of love, With a parcel on his wings, Be careful when you open it, Its full of precious
things, Inside are a million kisses, Wrapped in a million hugs We miss you so much Julie, And we
send you all our love You'll be forever in our hearts, Miss and love you always.- Your Sister Claire
xxxx xxxx xxxx xxxx

We love you always Julie......
Mum,Paul,Claire,Baby Adam,Uncle Danny and Nanna xxxxxxx



*~*A LETTER FROM HEAVEN*~*

To my dearest family, some things I'd like to say...
but first of all, to let you know, that I arrived okay.
I'm writing this from heaven. Here I dwell with God above.
Here, there's no more tears of sadness; here is just eternal love.
Please do not be unhappy just because I'm out of sight.
Remember that I'm with you every morning, noon and night.
That day I had to leave you when my life on earth was through,
God picked me up and hugged me and He said, 'I welcome you.'
It's good to have you back again; you were missed while you were gone.
As for your dearest family, they'll be here later on.
I need you here badly; you're part of my plan.
There's so much that we have to do, to help our mortal man.'
God gave me a list of things, that he wished for me to do.
And foremost on the list, was to watch and care for you.
And when you lie in bed at night, the day's chores put to flight.
God and I are closest to you....in the middle of the night.
When you think of my life on earth, and all those loving years
because you are only human, they are bound to bring you tears.
But do not be afraid to cry; it does relieve the pain.
Remember there would be no flowers, unless there was some rain.
I wish that I could tell you all that God has planned.
But if I were to tell you, you wouldn't understand.
But one thing is for certain, though my life on earth is over,
I'm closer to you now, than I ever was before.
There are many rocky roads ahead of you and many hills to climb;
but together we can do it by taking one day at a time.
It was always my philosophy and I'd like it for you too...
that as you give unto the world, the world will give to you.
If you can help somebody who's in sorrow and pain,
then you can say to God at night......'My day was not in vain.'
And now I am contented....that my life has been worthwhile,
knowing as I passed along the way, I made somebody smile.
So if you meet somebody who is sad and feeling low,
just lend a hand to pick him up, as on your way you go.
When you're walking down the street, and you've got me on your mind;
I'm walking in your footsteps only half a step behind.
And when it's time for you to go.... from that body to be free,
remember you're not going.....you're coming here to me.

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I’m sorry I had to leave so soon
I leave you with this thought
I loved you so despite my gloom.
Please forget me not.

I’m sorry I simply lost all hope
My mind was overwrought
I’m sorry I simply could not cope.
Please forget me not.

I would have preferred to stay
But my pain would not stop
I wish there had been another way.
Please forget me not.

I know it’s really hard to understand
The despair that finally brought
Me to end my life by my own hand.
Please forget me not.

I’m so thankful that I had all of you
For the loving ways I was taught
They had nothing to do with my being blue.
Please forget me not.

I lost my ability to change things
And had let myself get caught
By only the negative things life brings.
Please forget me not.

I’m sorry I didn’t stay to grow old
I really tried, I really fought
Hopelessness, pain and despair untold.
Please forget me not.

I went to sleep forever just as you awoke
Inflicting a grim onslaught
Of pain on you, that I cannot revoke.
Please forget me not.

So please hear my heartfelt loving plea
Accept my apology for sorrow fraught
From your disbelief and your missing me.
Please forget me not.

I wish you peace from all your grief
And I know you cry a lot
But I’m now at peace and have relief.
Please forget me not.

I love you so and ask that you forgive
My leaving, and please dread-naught
For your memories of me forever live.
Please forget me not.

Be happy; enjoy your remaining time
Take your sorrow and let it drop
Into the healing places of your mind.
Please forget me not.

REST IN PEACE JULIE X